reincarnation;NDEs;near death experiences;rebirth

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Who Am I ?

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IN THE BEGINNING

2012 NEW BEGINNING

So ... who am I ?

Well that's simple ...

... I am myself ...

... I AM ALL THAT IAM ...

... and I was beamed down on 3rd July, 1953

but like most people

I have a past ...

I was named

Bernadette

In my previous life ...

I was my present Mother's sister, Bernadette,

who died suddenly at the age of 19 yrs in 1947 whilst visiting her sister (now my mother) and her brother in law (now my father) and her baby niece (now my sister) in London.

I had memories of this past life from an early age and of my death but I learned to keep quiet about them.

I recognised my family and I knew that I had died and was back with them and that it was their thoughts that brought me back.

For me it was a difficult transition from that life to this life ...

the people who were once my brothers and sisters, were now parent and aunts and uncles and my relationship with them was changed in that respect.

In fact I had a twin brother, James, who always referred to me as 'the young one' when I was reborn.

He, in fact, had a 'nervous breakdown' after my death, but what he was really going through was the understanding that his twin sister had died but that she/I was certainly still around.

In fact, he was there when I was born, not actually at the birth but in another room downstairs in the house. He was always there for his sister (my mother) all the while she was pregnant. And he turned up completely unannounced at the time my mother started to go into labour and from then on he only ever called me 'the young one'.

I didn't feel like a 'new' person, I felt like the 'old one in a new body'.

I experienced many 'coincidences' regarding my past and my present life but it was in my 30's that I really began to remember clearly my death and the transition period between lives. It was not a pleasant experience, in fact it was extremely disturbing and exhausting.

And of course - people thought I'd gone mad!

I'm not mad - I simply have a longer memory than most.

"THERE IS NO DEATH

ONLY CHANGE"

Amazingly that was written on a huge banner in the Catholic church at my Mother's funeral

in 2004.

She knew, and had always known,

who I was.

And it was mutual grief which brought me back into the same family to continue 'life' as her daughter . When people die suddenly they have just as hard a time taking it in as the family they leave behind.

TRIGGERS

And it's very simple things that we may see or that people say and do in your present life which can trigger past life memories.

One trigger for me was seeing those sprinkler valves in a ceiling in a place where I worked. That triggered memories of concentration camps and the gas chamber.

Another trigger was something someone said very nastily to me about not needing me any more and that triggered the memory of dying in my previous life.

Another trigger was starting work as a young 19 year old and instantly recognising the name of the woman I worked for there. It turned out she was the wife of the funeral director who looked after me my return to Liverpool from London when I died in 1947. I even met him on his wife's insistence. And when I later casually mentioned their name to my mother she almost fainted with shock. I still though, did not recall all of my previous death experience at that time, but those little 'coincidences' kept coming and I later pieced them together like connecting the dots.

In my 30's I was on the train on my way to a therapy session. I decided to see a therapist to see if I could get help with the flashbacks.

The train suddenly stopped in the middle of a tunnel and I became very agitated indeed. I started to lose my breath and have a panic attack and I strained my eyes through the people trying in vain to see through the front of the train to the 'end of the tunnel'.

At the time that meant nothing to me, it was a simple panic attack, that's all. But when I got to my therapist he was sitting there with a carton of juice ready for me with a straw in it. He handed it to me and said "I had a feeling you'd be a bit late and it's quite hot today so I thought you'd appreciate a cool drink."

That triggered two sets of memories -

the time between lives - between dying and being reborn

when I was neither my old self or my new self

when my old body no longer existed but my consciousness was around my sister, soon to be my mother - the time when I was waiting to be reconceived if you like

And also it triggered memories of my present birth

when I became distressed having 'got stuck' on the way out (like the train stuck in the tunnel)

and had to wait for another 'contraction' (engineerng contractors) to get my mother going again with another push.

I believe these innocent triggers stimulate some part of the brain which houses similar experiences for us to compare them with and not all those experiences can be found in the same lifetime we're in, so our mind goes further back to a time when we 'felt the same way, experienced a similar hurt" that we do now.

When that happens a box of memories is opened unwittingly, and it's not always easy to close the box again.

I feel that many more people will be born

with the memories of past lives

and be able to explain them more clearly.

We are learning of the continuity of consciousness and the possibility of transferring our consciousness to another body to continue our existence.

FIRSTLY

Know this ... I am a water sign

more sensitive to subtle vibrations and more receptive than most to change in atmosphere around a person or a place ...

Please speak kindly TO me and ABOUT me ...

harsh words are really detrimental to my health even when not spoken directly to me ...

SECONDLY

Remember I have been through some profound experiences which I needed time to understand before I could recount them to anyone ...

PROOF OF REBIRTH

THIRDLY

I wrote all about my experiences from about 1989 and for a period of several years

WHILE I WAS HAVING THE ACTUAL EXPERIENCES ...

I did that in an attempt to explain what I was going through ...

at that time

I DID NOT HAVE INTERNET CONNECTION OR ACCESS TO THE INTERNET

and in the first instance I began to write with a simple Bic Biro and a writing pad and I found that I simply couldn't stop writing down my memories and thoughts as they arose and later I was given a very basic computer with which I continued writing.

For reasons I wont go into here

I burned all my writings

but I continued to have

NDE's, past life memories, flashbacks of events from this life and previous lives, all of which I wrote about in private.

And again I burned all my writings

and attempted to continue to live as if these flashbacks and memories had never happened.

However, they did.

And what's more, I now have

INTERNET CONNECTION

and I know that this has happened to

other people and so I'm using THEIR

videos to help express my own experiences here.

And I've chosen these videos because they closely

resemble some of my experiences of past life recall and NDEs experienced during my present lifetime.

It does seem to take most people around 15 years

to fully understand just what they are experiencing when they begin to recall past lives etc. One minute you're stirring a pan of stew - the next minute you're having flashbacks to a life that you know is YOURS yet you don't LOOK like you do now, you're not married to who you are now, you're not even in the same time zone that you are now.

If I could have got my head around that lot in an instant - believe me I would have!

Then of course, while you're in the act of remembering, you're behaving oddly towards others. They want to know what's wrong. How can you tell them when you haven't worked that one out yourself.

The best I could describe it is it's like being in "several places at once, being several people at once, in several lifetimes at once but experiencing them all individually".

I still have my own memories of my present lifetime which

of course incorporate remembering having memories of past lives

back in the 80's and 90's.

REINCARNATION

INDIA